Why do I reach for the stars

When I don’t have wings to carry me that far

1. Draw random objects (like trees, whirlpools, pencils, etc) and attribute them with a tragic significance. Alternatively, I write random prose.
2. Eat so much ice-cream (Ben&Jerry’s or Haagen Daaz only) until I’m sick and want to vomit it all out. I’m mildly lactose intolerant as well.
3. Read specific lines in some of my most favourite and cherished books. Over and over and over again.
4. Bathe a lot.
5. Sleep a lot.
6. Run till I’m breathless, soaked in perspiration and delirious with fatigue.
7. Stare into blank spaces and imagine what my life could have been like, would have been like and should have been like.
8. Tumblr.
9. Have the most incredible <3 to <3 with my closest friends.
10. Cry.

This always happens to @destinysky, @milkyskin and me.